"You can sell millions of records, be showered with all this love and admiration and still feel despised and unwanted. That's what I felt. I've made a lot of mistakes I'm not proud of"
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Stapp's phrasing makes the emotional logic legible. "Still" does a lot of work: it suggests he expected the external validation to overwrite whatever was happening internally, and it didn't. The pivot to "That's what I felt" is a quiet insistence on subjectivity. He's not arguing that the world hated him; he's admitting how thoroughly his perception was bent. Then comes the second confession: "I've made a lot of mistakes I'm not proud of". It's a preemptive strike against the easy narrative that a troubled celebrity is simply misunderstood. He folds accountability into vulnerability, which keeps the statement from reading like pure self-pity.
Context matters: Stapp's career sits in that late-90s/early-2000s rock ecosystem where masculine stoicism and public spectacle collided with addiction, mental health struggles, and tabloid scrutiny. The quote reads like a corrective to the mythology of the rock frontman - not a fallen idol asking for absolution, but a performer naming the psychic gap between being celebrated and feeling survivable.
Quote Details
| Topic | Loneliness |
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| Source | Help us find the source |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Stapp, Scott. (2026, January 16). You can sell millions of records, be showered with all this love and admiration and still feel despised and unwanted. That's what I felt. I've made a lot of mistakes I'm not proud of. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/you-can-sell-millions-of-records-be-showered-with-98743/
Chicago Style
Stapp, Scott. "You can sell millions of records, be showered with all this love and admiration and still feel despised and unwanted. That's what I felt. I've made a lot of mistakes I'm not proud of." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/you-can-sell-millions-of-records-be-showered-with-98743/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"You can sell millions of records, be showered with all this love and admiration and still feel despised and unwanted. That's what I felt. I've made a lot of mistakes I'm not proud of." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/you-can-sell-millions-of-records-be-showered-with-98743/. Accessed 6 Feb. 2026.



