"Hollywood... a city I was to come back to time and again, in sickness and in health, in success and in failure, with anticipation and with dread"
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The phrasing borrows the cadence of wedding vows, casting Hollywood as a lifelong partner to whom one remains bound through every human extreme. The city is not just geography but a relationship: seductive and punishing, a place that confers identity while constantly threatening to take it away. To come back “in sickness and in health” evokes not only the industry’s capricious cycles but also bodily vulnerability, the way an actor’s livelihood depends on presence, looks, stamina, and luck. “In success and in failure” names the pendulum every performer knows: a series gets canceled, a role typecasts, a project flops, then a surprising break resurrects the phone. “With anticipation and with dread” captures the nervous system of the profession itself, the auditions and meetings that feel like judgment days, the premieres that can crown or crush overnight.
For Dirk Benedict, the vow-like tone has personal resonance. He enjoyed pop-culture heights with Battlestar Galactica and The A-Team, then faced the long shadow of those successes, the gaps between roles, and public expectations he did not entirely control. He also stepped away, wrote, pursued theater, and wrestled with illness, only to find that the gravitational pull of the industry remained. The line admits an addiction to the dream factory’s promise of reinvention and applause, tempered by firsthand knowledge of its costs.
Underlying the sentiment is a paradox: Hollywood is both sanctuary and hazard, the city where you go to realize yourself and where you risk losing yourself to market appetite and collective fantasy. Coming back becomes an act of faith and realism at once. You return because your craft lives there, because that is where stories become visible and careers are forged, and because leaving for good would feel like abandoning a part of your own narrative. The vow stands, not because the partner is gentle, but because the bond, however fraught, is formative and enduring.
For Dirk Benedict, the vow-like tone has personal resonance. He enjoyed pop-culture heights with Battlestar Galactica and The A-Team, then faced the long shadow of those successes, the gaps between roles, and public expectations he did not entirely control. He also stepped away, wrote, pursued theater, and wrestled with illness, only to find that the gravitational pull of the industry remained. The line admits an addiction to the dream factory’s promise of reinvention and applause, tempered by firsthand knowledge of its costs.
Underlying the sentiment is a paradox: Hollywood is both sanctuary and hazard, the city where you go to realize yourself and where you risk losing yourself to market appetite and collective fantasy. Coming back becomes an act of faith and realism at once. You return because your craft lives there, because that is where stories become visible and careers are forged, and because leaving for good would feel like abandoning a part of your own narrative. The vow stands, not because the partner is gentle, but because the bond, however fraught, is formative and enduring.
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