"I am reasonably happy. I didn't find Jesus or anything like that. Part of it is that I just feel that I could go home. I did not feel like that for a long time, but I could go back now"
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What makes the quote land is how quietly radical its measure of wellbeing is: "I could go home". Not triumph. Not enlightenment. Just the return of a basic human option that had vanished. The subtext is that for a long time, "home" wasn't a place on a map; it was an emotional jurisdiction he no longer had the papers to enter. In recovery language, that can mean the ability to face your past without being swallowed by it, to be around family without detonating, to inhabit your own life without needing to escape it.
"I am reasonably happy" is another Ferguson move: modesty as honesty. "Reasonably" undercuts the American obsession with perpetual bliss and hints at a more durable version of contentment, one that tolerates imperfections. The intent feels protective, too: by refusing a grand spiritual headline, he keeps the story human-sized and repeatable. He models recovery not as becoming a new person, but as regaining access to yourself.
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| Topic | Contentment |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Ferguson, Craig. (2026, January 16). I am reasonably happy. I didn't find Jesus or anything like that. Part of it is that I just feel that I could go home. I did not feel like that for a long time, but I could go back now. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-am-reasonably-happy-i-didnt-find-jesus-or-119569/
Chicago Style
Ferguson, Craig. "I am reasonably happy. I didn't find Jesus or anything like that. Part of it is that I just feel that I could go home. I did not feel like that for a long time, but I could go back now." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-am-reasonably-happy-i-didnt-find-jesus-or-119569/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I am reasonably happy. I didn't find Jesus or anything like that. Part of it is that I just feel that I could go home. I did not feel like that for a long time, but I could go back now." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-am-reasonably-happy-i-didnt-find-jesus-or-119569/. Accessed 19 Feb. 2026.


