"I don't have any training as an actor, but I guess I'm an intense pretender. When you read something over and over, it gets into you a little bit. You can't help but begin to feel it, even if you're a healthy person as I think I am"
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The subtext is a little defensive, and that is what makes it feel honest. "I don't have any training" acknowledges the industry's obsession with credentials, then "I guess" adds a shrug that undercuts the insecurity. He is telling you he belongs here anyway, not because of method-school pedigree but because he can submit to the text with unusual ferocity. "Intense pretender" becomes a sly self-portrait of an actor known for playing brittle, haunted men: he is admitting the artifice while insisting on the emotional cost.
The most revealing line is the health disclaimer. "Even if you're a healthy person as I think I am" reads like someone preemptively swatting away the stereotype that inhabiting darkness means being broken. Hawkes suggests a boundary: you can feel the thing without becoming it. Contextually, it lands in a culture that alternates between fetishizing suffering as authenticity and demanding that actors stay palatable. His point threads the needle: acting is repetition that rewires you, but you still get to claim your own mind when the scene ends.
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Hawkes, John. (2026, January 16). I don't have any training as an actor, but I guess I'm an intense pretender. When you read something over and over, it gets into you a little bit. You can't help but begin to feel it, even if you're a healthy person as I think I am. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-have-any-training-as-an-actor-but-i-guess-119351/
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Hawkes, John. "I don't have any training as an actor, but I guess I'm an intense pretender. When you read something over and over, it gets into you a little bit. You can't help but begin to feel it, even if you're a healthy person as I think I am." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-have-any-training-as-an-actor-but-i-guess-119351/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I don't have any training as an actor, but I guess I'm an intense pretender. When you read something over and over, it gets into you a little bit. You can't help but begin to feel it, even if you're a healthy person as I think I am." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-have-any-training-as-an-actor-but-i-guess-119351/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.





