"I had auditioned for 'Saturday Night Live' two or three times before and never really saw myself there. I looked up to Belushi and Bill Murray and Aykroyd and I never saw myself as in their world"
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The subtext is impostor syndrome with a practical edge. “I never really saw myself there” isn’t self-doubt as pathology; it’s an artist accurately reading the aesthetic of an institution at a particular moment. Early SNL was fueled by a macho, anarchic charisma: performers who seemed to run on cigarettes, rage, and a dare. Carvey’s comedy, by contrast, is controlled and almost surgical, built for repetition, catchphrases, and the uncanny ability to inhabit people rather than bulldoze a room. In other words, he’s describing a mismatch between the show’s legend and his own self-concept.
Context matters: Carvey eventually became central to SNL’s late-80s/early-90s recalibration, when the show leaned harder into impressions, character-driven bits, and mainstream quotability. The line quietly reframes success as timing plus fit, not destiny. The punch is that he absolutely belonged there; he just didn’t look like the mythology he’d been taught to worship.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Carvey, Dana. (2026, January 15). I had auditioned for 'Saturday Night Live' two or three times before and never really saw myself there. I looked up to Belushi and Bill Murray and Aykroyd and I never saw myself as in their world. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-auditioned-for-saturday-night-live-two-or-173484/
Chicago Style
Carvey, Dana. "I had auditioned for 'Saturday Night Live' two or three times before and never really saw myself there. I looked up to Belushi and Bill Murray and Aykroyd and I never saw myself as in their world." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-auditioned-for-saturday-night-live-two-or-173484/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I had auditioned for 'Saturday Night Live' two or three times before and never really saw myself there. I looked up to Belushi and Bill Murray and Aykroyd and I never saw myself as in their world." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-auditioned-for-saturday-night-live-two-or-173484/. Accessed 7 Feb. 2026.





