"I have not been a success, and probably never will be"
About this Quote
The sentence is engineered to sound final. “Have not been” makes failure a completed fact, not a temporary condition. “Probably” pretends at rational modesty, but it’s a thin veil over fatalism; the phrase “and probably never will be” turns the future into a foreclosed account. It reads like a private verdict delivered in public grammar.
Context sharpens the edge. Howard was writing in an era when pulp was both a lifeline and a stigma: you could be prolific and still feel disposable, paid quickly and forgotten quickly. Add the biographical reality - isolation, bouts of depression, and a life cut short - and the line starts to feel less like a mood and more like a worldview: the suspicion that the culture’s applause is rigged, and that artistic labor doesn’t guarantee artistic meaning.
The subtext is the most damning: he’s not only doubting his career; he’s doubting his right to imagine a different life. That’s what makes it sting. It’s resignation masquerading as honesty.
Quote Details
| Topic | Failure |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Howard, Robert E. (2026, January 16). I have not been a success, and probably never will be. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-not-been-a-success-and-probably-never-will-89912/
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Howard, Robert E. "I have not been a success, and probably never will be." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-not-been-a-success-and-probably-never-will-89912/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I have not been a success, and probably never will be." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-not-been-a-success-and-probably-never-will-89912/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.








