"I seem to find different material every four to six months and I frequently forget it which is a shame because it would be nice to have a bigger library"
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Kottke lands a musician's joke on the soft spot between creativity and craft: the constant churn of new material, followed by the almost comic inability to hold onto it. On the surface, it's an offhand complaint about memory. Underneath, it's a snapshot of how a working artist actually lives: not as a curator of a tidy canon, but as someone perpetually in motion, pulling fresh sounds out of the air, then letting them evaporate once they're no longer useful.
The "every four to six months" rhythm reads like a touring cycle or a seasonal reset, suggesting an internal weather system more than a strategic career plan. He's not describing inspiration as a lightning bolt; he's describing it as recurring labor, a practice. The forgetting is the sting and the punchline. It's also a subtle refusal of the collector's mindset that modern culture pushes on musicians: have an archive, build a brand, monetize the back catalog, turn everything into content. Kottke admits he'd "like" a bigger library, but the phrasing keeps it modest, almost sheepish. Desire is present, vanity isn't.
Context matters: Kottke's reputation is built on virtuosity and texture, on pieces that feel discovered rather than engineered. In that world, the "material" isn't just songs, it's tunings, patterns, little mechanical miracles in the fingers. Forgetting them isn't just losing a file; it's losing a physical map. The subtext is both elegy and freedom: a career measured less by what you preserve than by what you can keep finding.
The "every four to six months" rhythm reads like a touring cycle or a seasonal reset, suggesting an internal weather system more than a strategic career plan. He's not describing inspiration as a lightning bolt; he's describing it as recurring labor, a practice. The forgetting is the sting and the punchline. It's also a subtle refusal of the collector's mindset that modern culture pushes on musicians: have an archive, build a brand, monetize the back catalog, turn everything into content. Kottke admits he'd "like" a bigger library, but the phrasing keeps it modest, almost sheepish. Desire is present, vanity isn't.
Context matters: Kottke's reputation is built on virtuosity and texture, on pieces that feel discovered rather than engineered. In that world, the "material" isn't just songs, it's tunings, patterns, little mechanical miracles in the fingers. Forgetting them isn't just losing a file; it's losing a physical map. The subtext is both elegy and freedom: a career measured less by what you preserve than by what you can keep finding.
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