"I've found a more personal, pagan kind of religion to satisfy the spiritual side of things"
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Clary’s line lands like a confessional delivered with a wink: it treats “religion” less as inherited duty than as a lifestyle choice, and it does so in a way that quietly needles the institutions that usually claim a monopoly on the word. “More personal” is the giveaway. It’s an assertion of self-authorship, the idea that whatever the spiritual “side of things” is, it belongs to the individual first and the church second (if at all). Coming from a comedian whose public persona has often played with camp, taboo, and the performance of propriety, that phrasing also reads as a refusal to let piety be policed by people who disapprove of him.
“Pagan” does double duty. On one level it’s a soft-focus synonym for nature, ritual, and eclecticism - incense instead of dogma, seasons instead of sermons. On another, it’s a loaded bit of cultural counter-programming: pagan as the historic slur for the not-quite-civilized, the outsider. Clary reclaims it as a badge, making the marginal sound serene. The humor is in the polite understatement; he’s not declaring war on Christianity, he’s simply “found” something else, as casually as swapping brands.
The subtext is also generational and British: postwar skepticism toward authority, a national preference for private belief over public fervor, and a late-20th-century queer experience in which traditional religion often arrived as judgment. The sentence sidesteps trauma talk, yet you can feel the negotiation underneath: spirituality, yes; institutional permission, no. That’s why it works - it’s rebellion delivered in velvet.
“Pagan” does double duty. On one level it’s a soft-focus synonym for nature, ritual, and eclecticism - incense instead of dogma, seasons instead of sermons. On another, it’s a loaded bit of cultural counter-programming: pagan as the historic slur for the not-quite-civilized, the outsider. Clary reclaims it as a badge, making the marginal sound serene. The humor is in the polite understatement; he’s not declaring war on Christianity, he’s simply “found” something else, as casually as swapping brands.
The subtext is also generational and British: postwar skepticism toward authority, a national preference for private belief over public fervor, and a late-20th-century queer experience in which traditional religion often arrived as judgment. The sentence sidesteps trauma talk, yet you can feel the negotiation underneath: spirituality, yes; institutional permission, no. That’s why it works - it’s rebellion delivered in velvet.
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