"I've never had a chance to sit down and enjoy what's happened - I've been too panicked about the next move. So I took some time out. I thought either I do this now or in 10 years' time I'll end up in the Priory"

In this quote, Adam Rickitt assesses his past experiences and how he has constantly been too focused on the future to genuinely appreciate his accomplishments. He admits to constantly remaining in a state of panic, always considering his next relocation and never ever taking a moment to appreciate the present. Nevertheless, he understands the importance of taking a break and enjoying today minute. He acknowledges that if he does not do it now, he might never have the chance and may wind up regretting it in the future. This awareness prompts him to spend some time for himself, instead of running the risk of winding up in a place like the Priory, a widely known mental health facility.