"There has been the biggest black cloud following me around. People believe it's all my fault that Steve is not here. He has always had an open door, and he doesn't choose to do this any more"

This quote by Neal Schon speaks to the feeling of guilt and responsibility that can include the loss of an enjoyed one. It is clear that Steve is no longer around, and Schon is feeling the weight of the blame that has been placed on him. He is aware that Steve had an open door, which he chose to no longer exist, however Schon still feels the problem of the scenario. The "most significant black cloud" is a metaphor for the guilt and unhappiness that Schon is feeling, and it is clear that he is having a hard time to deal with the loss of Steve. This quote speaks to the power of sorrow and the problem of accepting duty for something that is out of our control.