"There is only one thing I want. I would like to be seriously ill, and to hear nothing more about him for at least a week. Why doesn't something happen to me? Why do I have to go through all this? If only I had never set eyes on him!"

In this quote, Eva Braun expresses her aggravation and longing for a break from her relationship with a male, probably Adolf Hitler. She wants to be seriously ill so that she can have a legitimate factor to not hear from him for at least a week. She questions why she needs to sustain the problems and struggles of their relationship and wishes she had never ever fulfilled him. This quote reveals the emotional toll and chaos that Eva Braun experienced in her relationship with Hitler, highlighting the toxic and unhealthy nature of their bond.