"There were periods when I sometimes made fires in a large, open fireplace that lasted about two weeks, which was how long it took to burn my compositions. So there has been an awful lot that I have destroyed"
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The intent reads as both confession and boundary-setting. By admitting to “an awful lot” destroyed, he punctures any romantic idea of the composer as a steady pipeline of masterpieces. He also preempts judgment. If you don’t like what survived, understand that it’s already been heavily curated by a ruthless internal censor. The subtext is anxiety about voice: early Hovhaness was accused of eclecticism and derivative influences, and he spent years searching for a language that felt spiritually and culturally coherent. Burning becomes a way to erase evidence of apprenticeship, to vault directly into a self he can stand behind.
Contextually, it’s a mid-century artist talking in the shadow of modernism’s purity tests. When the scene rewards novelty and punishes sentiment, destroying “compositions” isn’t just self-critique; it’s an attempt to outpace the market’s verdict. The irony is that the act meant to prevent posterity’s misreading becomes the most memorable anecdote about him: the composer as his own censor, feeding the archive to fire.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Hovhaness, Alan. (2026, January 17). There were periods when I sometimes made fires in a large, open fireplace that lasted about two weeks, which was how long it took to burn my compositions. So there has been an awful lot that I have destroyed. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-were-periods-when-i-sometimes-made-fires-in-37944/
Chicago Style
Hovhaness, Alan. "There were periods when I sometimes made fires in a large, open fireplace that lasted about two weeks, which was how long it took to burn my compositions. So there has been an awful lot that I have destroyed." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-were-periods-when-i-sometimes-made-fires-in-37944/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"There were periods when I sometimes made fires in a large, open fireplace that lasted about two weeks, which was how long it took to burn my compositions. So there has been an awful lot that I have destroyed." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-were-periods-when-i-sometimes-made-fires-in-37944/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.






