"What's more ludicrous is the whole idea of me being jealous and competitive"

In this quote, Ryan Phillippe is revealing his shock at the concept that he could be jealous or competitive. He is suggesting that the suggestion of him being jealous or competitive is unreasonable as well as ludicrous. He is likely referring to a situation in which a person has actually implicated him of being envious or competitive, as well as he is denying the allegation. He is insisting that he is not the kind of person to be envious or affordable, and that the suggestion of him being envious or competitive is crazy. This quote mirrors Ryan Phillippe's confidence in himself and his idea that he is not the type of person to be jealous or competitive. It likewise reflects his solid sense of self-respect and his refusal to be judged by others.