"I am able to follow my own death step by step. Now I move softly towards the end"
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There is something quietly radical in a pope narrating his own extinction like a daily commute. John XXIII doesn not reach for triumphal certainty or baroque consolation; he chooses plain, almost domestic language: step by step, softly. The effect is to humanize a role built to symbolize the eternal. He is not speaking as the office, but as the body: time measured in diminishing increments, the end approached with the caution of someone walking through a dark room.
The intent feels pastoral and self-disciplining at once. By describing death as something he can "follow", he claims a kind of lucidity that sidesteps melodrama. It is an act of spiritual composure: if he can watch death arrive in stages, he can also refuse to let it turn him into spectacle. That restraint is the subtext. A public figure, especially a pontiff, risks having his dying converted into narrative fodder or proof-text for ideology. Softness is his antidote: a deliberate lowering of volume.
Context sharpens the line. John XXIII was the pope who convened Vatican II, a council premised on openness, aggiornamento, and the church speaking in a more contemporary register. These sentences land in that same register: unadorned, intimate, psychologically legible. The quote also hints at a theology of death as accompaniment rather than interruption. He is not charging toward martyrdom or bargaining for more time; he is practicing presence. The power comes from that countercultural calm: an old man, in an exalted position, refusing both denial and performance, choosing attention instead.
The intent feels pastoral and self-disciplining at once. By describing death as something he can "follow", he claims a kind of lucidity that sidesteps melodrama. It is an act of spiritual composure: if he can watch death arrive in stages, he can also refuse to let it turn him into spectacle. That restraint is the subtext. A public figure, especially a pontiff, risks having his dying converted into narrative fodder or proof-text for ideology. Softness is his antidote: a deliberate lowering of volume.
Context sharpens the line. John XXIII was the pope who convened Vatican II, a council premised on openness, aggiornamento, and the church speaking in a more contemporary register. These sentences land in that same register: unadorned, intimate, psychologically legible. The quote also hints at a theology of death as accompaniment rather than interruption. He is not charging toward martyrdom or bargaining for more time; he is practicing presence. The power comes from that countercultural calm: an old man, in an exalted position, refusing both denial and performance, choosing attention instead.
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| Topic | Mortality |
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