"I was hurting. I had some ailments I was dealing with. It's not like I was holding out"
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The voice here is defensive and weary, a pro athlete pushing back against a story others tried to write for him. Hurt is not a bargaining chip; it is a body drawing limits. The phrase holding out belongs to the business side of sports, where players sometimes refuse to play to gain leverage. By rejecting that frame, Alonzo Mourning draws a line between contract theater and the real, private cost of pain.
His career forced him to make that distinction again and again. Diagnosed in 2000 with a serious kidney disease, he lived with fatigue, swelling, and unpredictability that does not show up neatly on a box score. He returned to the court when he could, sat when he had to, retired when his health demanded it, and later fought back through a transplant to play at a championship level. The public saw absences and rumors; he felt the daily friction of an illness that made even ordinary exertion feel loaded. Invisible ailments breed suspicion. Fans and media, hungry for explanations, reach for narratives of toughness or disloyalty. Mourning counters that reflex with blunt, clipped sentences that refuse melodrama and insist on reality.
There is also a subtle tension in his wording. Calling them some ailments understates a condition that threatened his career and life, a modesty that hints at the codes of the locker room, where vulnerability is rationed and players are expected to push through. The simplicity of the language becomes its own argument: no excuses, just facts. He claims authority over his body and decisions without asking for pity.
The line anticipates the arc that followed. When he later returned and helped Miami win a title, perseverance became the headline. But this statement preserves an earlier truth: before the redemption story, there was doubt, pain, and the need to assert that sitting out was not strategy. It was survival.
His career forced him to make that distinction again and again. Diagnosed in 2000 with a serious kidney disease, he lived with fatigue, swelling, and unpredictability that does not show up neatly on a box score. He returned to the court when he could, sat when he had to, retired when his health demanded it, and later fought back through a transplant to play at a championship level. The public saw absences and rumors; he felt the daily friction of an illness that made even ordinary exertion feel loaded. Invisible ailments breed suspicion. Fans and media, hungry for explanations, reach for narratives of toughness or disloyalty. Mourning counters that reflex with blunt, clipped sentences that refuse melodrama and insist on reality.
There is also a subtle tension in his wording. Calling them some ailments understates a condition that threatened his career and life, a modesty that hints at the codes of the locker room, where vulnerability is rationed and players are expected to push through. The simplicity of the language becomes its own argument: no excuses, just facts. He claims authority over his body and decisions without asking for pity.
The line anticipates the arc that followed. When he later returned and helped Miami win a title, perseverance became the headline. But this statement preserves an earlier truth: before the redemption story, there was doubt, pain, and the need to assert that sitting out was not strategy. It was survival.
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