"I was very lucky. Things happened, both bad and good, but I never got into real, deep trouble. But it wore me down. By the time I was 18, I was done. I didn't want to live the life any more. I needed to develop past the point that busking takes you to"
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What lands is the hard pivot from romance to attrition: “But it wore me down.” Busking is sold as freedom - no bosses, no gatekeepers, the street as pure meritocracy. Her subtext is that the street also means exposure: to weather, to police, to drunk entitlement, to the constant audition where your body and your attention are always on the line. “I never got into real, deep trouble” reads like survivor’s language, the kind that acknowledges how close “normal” lives sit to the edge.
“By the time I was 18, I was done” collapses adolescence into burnout. Eighteen is supposed to be the beginning; for her it’s the end of a mode of living. The phrase “I didn’t want to live the life any more” separates music from lifestyle, insisting that artistry shouldn’t require a permanent state of precarity.
Then the quiet ambition: “develop past the point that busking takes you to.” Not rejecting the street, but naming its ceiling. Busking can teach grit, timing, audience psychology. It can’t reliably give you growth, safety, or a future. That’s the intent: to deglamorize the grind without denying what it built in her.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Peyroux, Madeleine. (2026, January 16). I was very lucky. Things happened, both bad and good, but I never got into real, deep trouble. But it wore me down. By the time I was 18, I was done. I didn't want to live the life any more. I needed to develop past the point that busking takes you to. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-very-lucky-things-happened-both-bad-and-114870/
Chicago Style
Peyroux, Madeleine. "I was very lucky. Things happened, both bad and good, but I never got into real, deep trouble. But it wore me down. By the time I was 18, I was done. I didn't want to live the life any more. I needed to develop past the point that busking takes you to." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-very-lucky-things-happened-both-bad-and-114870/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I was very lucky. Things happened, both bad and good, but I never got into real, deep trouble. But it wore me down. By the time I was 18, I was done. I didn't want to live the life any more. I needed to develop past the point that busking takes you to." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-very-lucky-things-happened-both-bad-and-114870/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.



