"I have been a man of great sins, but He has been a God of great mercies; and now, through His mercies, I have a conscience as sound and quiet as if I had never sinned"
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The line turns on a stark asymmetry: “great sins” set against “great mercies.” Cargill doesn’t minimize wrongdoing to make grace feel plausible; he enlarges it to make mercy feel unkillable. That’s the intent: to frame salvation not as moral improvement but as acquittal grounded in God’s character, not the sinner’s performance. It’s also rhetorical judo. By conceding his worst, he denies his enemies the power to define him. The state can label him traitor; he pre-labels himself sinner, then outranks the charge with a higher court’s verdict.
The subtext is political as much as devotional. In the Covenanter struggle, loyalty to Christ’s kingship clashed with loyalty oaths demanded by the crown. Claiming a “sound and quiet” conscience is a refusal to let government terror colonize the inner life. The audacity is in the final clause: “as if I had never sinned.” That’s not amnesia; it’s forensic language. He’s describing a conscience cleared not by forgetting, but by a mercy so total it rewrites the record.
Cargill’s calm is the point. It’s faith as counter-sovereignty: the inner peace of someone who believes the ultimate judgment has already been rendered.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Cargill, Donald. (2026, January 17). I have been a man of great sins, but He has been a God of great mercies; and now, through His mercies, I have a conscience as sound and quiet as if I had never sinned. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-been-a-man-of-great-sins-but-he-has-been-a-66862/
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Cargill, Donald. "I have been a man of great sins, but He has been a God of great mercies; and now, through His mercies, I have a conscience as sound and quiet as if I had never sinned." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-been-a-man-of-great-sins-but-he-has-been-a-66862/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I have been a man of great sins, but He has been a God of great mercies; and now, through His mercies, I have a conscience as sound and quiet as if I had never sinned." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-been-a-man-of-great-sins-but-he-has-been-a-66862/. Accessed 11 Feb. 2026.








