"I would rather live my life as if there is a God and die to find out there isn't, than live my life as if there isn't and die to find out there is"
About this Quote
The subtext is fear dressed up as reason. Its not really about truth; its about outcomes. The sentence builds its trap with symmetry: live as if/die to find out. That parallelism gives the argument a feeling of inevitability, as though the universe itself is structured like a contract with penalties. Its also socially legible. In cultures where religion is a moral credential, choosing belief signals belonging and safety; the wager lets you keep those benefits while pretending youre simply being rational.
Context matters because Camus, the philosopher most associated with refusing consolations, is a strange patron saint for risk-managed piety. In The Myth of Sisyphus, he rejects both religious hope and nihilist despair as evasions of the absurd. His ethic is lucidity without appeal: live fully in uncertainty, dont outsource meaning to a cosmic referee. If Camus did say something like this, it would read less like conviction than like bait - a line meant to expose how quickly we smuggle self-interest into our metaphysics.
Worth noting: the quote is widely attributed to Camus but appears to be misattributed. The misattribution itself is telling; we want even our skeptics to bless our caution.
Quote Details
| Topic | God |
|---|---|
| Source | Later attribution: The Cowboy and the Cross (Bill Watts, Scott Williams, 2006) modern compilationISBN: 9781550227086 · ID: AOTLLXwEBXkC
Evidence:
... I would rather live my life as if there is a God , and die to find out there isn't , than live my life as if there isn't , and die to find out there is . ” And I try to live that way , but I'm not always successful . Like all Christians ... |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Camus, Albert. (2026, February 10). I would rather live my life as if there is a God and die to find out there isn't, than live my life as if there isn't and die to find out there is. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-would-rather-live-my-life-as-if-there-is-a-god-133902/
Chicago Style
Camus, Albert. "I would rather live my life as if there is a God and die to find out there isn't, than live my life as if there isn't and die to find out there is." FixQuotes. February 10, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-would-rather-live-my-life-as-if-there-is-a-god-133902/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I would rather live my life as if there is a God and die to find out there isn't, than live my life as if there isn't and die to find out there is." FixQuotes, 10 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-would-rather-live-my-life-as-if-there-is-a-god-133902/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.











